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How do I say this? IS THIS WRONG?
Can I have a relationship manual, please?
I’d either lose it or burn it, both in acts of defiance.
Why did I put myself in this?! I said I never would again.
The same thing happened last time, I didn’t learn. I never learn.
I’m getting trapped again, every time I turn around I’m faced with a wall.
No doors and no windows, who can blame me for setting the place on fire?
WHO CAN BLAME ME?
You’re like coming up for air when I didn’t know I was drowning.
Like reaching out and touching the sun with my bare hands,
curling my fingers through the licking flames. So hot that I can’t yet feel a burn.
I can’t keep myself away and do I want to? I can’t tell. Who cares.
You’ll be the big reason I step onto the plane.
You’re like waking the fuck up.
Someone pull me out of this, show me what’s real. Show me what’s worth giving up.