Musings


He waits till she can give, he waits and he waits.
April 19, 2009, 6:39 pm
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How do I say this? IS THIS WRONG?

Can I have a relationship manual, please?

I’d either lose it or burn it, both in acts of defiance.

Why did I put myself in this?! I said I never would again.

The same thing happened last time, I didn’t learn. I never learn.

I’m getting trapped again, every time I turn around I’m faced with a wall.

No doors and no windows, who can blame me for setting the place on fire?

WHO CAN BLAME ME?

You’re like coming up for air when I didn’t know I was drowning.

Like reaching out and touching the sun with my bare hands,

curling my fingers through the licking flames. So hot that I can’t yet feel a burn.

I can’t keep myself away and do I want to? I can’t tell. Who cares.

You’ll be the big reason I step onto the plane.

You’re like waking the fuck up.

 

Someone pull me out of this, show me what’s real. Show me what’s worth giving up.